phasing?

Lately I've been out of it I'm not gonna lie.
From Friends to School. I know its summer and i know its time for relaxing and stuff
but with the time im stuck with now from today to august 16 i don't believe I have enough time to even sit down and take a deep breath with this time restraint. It is understandable that you need my help its understandable that you need a friend. Its understandable that you need a leader. its understandable that you need a shoulder to cry on or ears to listen to. its understandable that you need a opinion. its understandable that you need guidance. I know i said i wont and will not let you guys down. And I'm not about to back down or let things go. From dealing with text not even with a simple hello more of hey what colors did you decide on? hey what mascot or prom venue did you choose? hey can we go and have an event to do this and do that to help fund this..? or even to why are you always on your phone? why are you going out so much? hey you still playing ball? and to the be here at 1 at this meeting. hanging out on this date. meet me here for this big event to save the animals Go wash dishes go do the laundry...Im happy that you guys need me it's comforting to know that but it can be a tad bit overwhelming i never said that it was going to be a piece of cake or just a stroll in the park. Im just saying that i feel isolated like im just poured with work and friends dont understand i know i know. no one told me to run for president it was ultimately my choice i wasn't blaming anyone for this i know that i decided to undertake these situations myself. idk in the end i just feel like i have no one. well i guess that is just my duty. is to serve..